November 20, 2008

Life is heavy....

Yes, life certainly seems heavy these last few weeks and if I get one more phone call with bad news I might just break. Well, I don't think I will break, but I certainly do feel fragile emotionally. I can't stand to get up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror. I have swollen eyes, red eyes and I feel like I look. Usually a good hot shower with some more crying in it helps, well, emotionally helps, doesn't so much help my looks!! LOL..... Tomorrow I we bury my ex-husband and my girls father. I was married to him for 17 years. I have had to plan his service and it has been way harder on me then I think anyone can imagine. I hurt for my girls and we all have a flood of emotions that I am not sure we all quite understand at this moment. Please hold us in prayer.